Me too... There is simply something amazingly erotic about our first time sex experiences. Even if they are not the "finest" sex to be had, they are ALWAYS unforgettable memories.Like you, I remember that first cock I sucked and always will.
Boy, if you don't have an opinion about everything. Not sure you fully comprehend what being a bottom is about. Really the main reason for any unusual motivation in porn is to make the audience happy. Someone is always going to be let down.